无意间想起了你，亲爱的部落格。

感谢你让我重温自己留下的痕迹。

可怕的是停止学习，人生从此停滞不前。

忘了多久没用笔写文章，很多字都想不起怎么写，更别说流畅的文笔。不间断、定时和有规律地动笔写文章能让人认真有效地整理思绪、管理想法和保持脑袋清晰。这是我现在遇到的难题。长期停笔后，我发现自己再也无法像以前一样轻而易举地写下想法。就像现在我用了至少7、8分钟来完成一个句子。

人老了并不可怕，可怕的是停止学习，人生从此停滞不前。

后悔

人生是不是一定要有后悔和遗憾才叫人生？

有些事无法回头和删除，跟随着你，让你一直后悔后悔后悔⋯⋯

遗憾的是就算你想补救，也没有机会了。

主是在考验我，我知道。

我也知道，主不会放弃我。

感恩主为我安排的一切。

阿门。

Real men treat women with RESPECT

I see people around me being tortured by love all the time, and I was one of the victims back then. Going through all these failures in love makes me understand, love can only bring happiness and the best out of someone. If you have been suffered or tormented, believe me, you are not in love all these times.

Not saying that I am an expert, but purely sharing my experience here.  There are some people around me that I have words holding back from them sometimes. My motto is to be true to myself and everyone else, but there are moments that I just can't speak out. 

God teaches us to LOVE, and with LOVE you can go where ever you want. Life is a journey that being given to everyone to experience LOVE.  However, stalking to your partner, checking on cell phones, yelling at each other... This is not love. It looks like it, sounds like it, and everyone is doing the same thing; but sadly it is still not love. 

Try to look for happiness, whatever makes you happy and harmless to others; then I believe you will find love within yourself. And I am a true believer of people have to love themselves first in order to love others.

Last but not least, I want to say, "Real men treat women with respect!" So people, please make sure you have your eyes wide open. 

LOVE and HUGS...

回来了

回来了，我的祖国，我的家。

转眼从澳门回来已快两个月，虽然在家的时间还不足两个星期。

想想当初意气风发、英姿飒爽地离开家里温暖的怀抱，全情投入异国世界的纸醉金迷、灯红酒绿；现在却宁愿过回一些粗茶淡饭、质朴无华的生活。是我老了吗？还是社会真的改变了我？

回来了，看看家里两老、兄弟俩和狗狗们安然如故，不知怎的心里就踏实多了，我知道我老了。房间还是维持我离开时的干净整齐，连床单也散发着阳光的清爽气息迎接我。一切就跟五年前离开时一样，什么也没变。让身体随着地心引力重重地躺倒在被窝里，望着天花板，我想起了从前的自己。还没来得及转地球一圈，但已足够让我发现——我还是原来的我，至少本质上是这样。

回来了，开始眷恋家的舒适，不。想。离。开。了。

                                                                                                                                             

Coming Home

And the blood will dry
Underneath my nails
And the wind will rise up
To fill my sails

So you can doubt
And you can hate
But I know
No matter what it takes

I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Tell the world that I'm coming home
Let the rain
Wash away
All the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits
And they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Tell the world I'm coming

Still far away
From where I belong
But it's always darkest
Before the dawn

So you can doubt
And you can hate
But I know
No matter what it takes

I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Tell the world that I'm coming home
Let the rain
Wash away
All the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits
And they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Tell the world I'm coming

迟来的2013

就这样，我踏入了2013年。

忙碌的工作和颠倒的生活方式，让我完全感受不到新的一年的到来，或一年已成为过去了。没有悲伤或感叹，也没有兴奋或期待，只有走一步算一步。听起来也许有点无奈，但这就是现阶段的我。

就算再忙碌，还是要听听自己心中的声音。Be true to your heart!

未完成

从澳门回到温暖的被窝，已快三个月了。但由于工作的关系，待在家里的实际时间还不到两个星期。

房间堆满了行李箱、衣服、帽子、鞋子、化妆品；而客厅则堆满了书本、纸张、键盘、电脑、电线等等。我不否认自己是罪魁祸首。只是长期一直packing then unpacking，我是有些厌倦了。

很累，但还有很多未完成的工作。我不会退缩，因为这是自己选择的路。祝我好运吧！